More Beautiful You

2 and a half weeks until we leave!! i've been having say goodbye more then anyone should. Yesterday was my 'going away' party, and i almost started crying. I thought leaving wouldn't be hard. I mean i felt like i was just that one girl in the crowd..no one knew my name, i was just there. And i felt like i was in certain peoples shadows. But then i heard this song, it is know one of my favorite songs, More Beautiful You by Jonny Diaz

There could never be a more beautiful you Don't buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do So there could never be a more beautiful you

Those words engorged me. And i realized that God put me on this earth for a reason, and there could never be a more beautiful me :) I started making friends. The other day we were at our
cousins, and we were talking, one of them stopped, and just stared at her food. We asked her if she was ok, and what she was sad about. Finally i asked her if she was sad about us leaving, and she nodded and started crying. Then all of us started crying. I was wrong, leaving is going to be so hard. I never realized how many friends i had.
And i'm going to miss all of them so much! So this is for my friends,

Thank you so much for your friendship, I went through a phase when i didn't have any friends, and it was hard. So your friendship means a lot! I know God put you in my life for a reason. When i'm down I know i can turn to you for help, and i know that i can talk to you anytime.

So thank you